Xion was so torn now. Because he was Roxas. And she had wanted Roxas to show up for so long. So desperately. But what if their Roxas showed up now too? Would he be upset if they were spending time with this Roxas? Would he think they replaced him or forgot about him?
But she didn't want this Roxas to be upset or hurt either.
She... didn't know what to do. Her shoulders hunched in as she tried to think about it.
And which Roxas... was their Roxas? The one who was with them in Diatu but didn't remember her talking about Diatu? The Roxas who was here before and didn't remember Diatu and didn't remember her talking about it? This Roxas who clearly hadn't heard about any of this?
Or... was this Roxas the real one because... this her was the wrong her? Because she had been right that this her couldn't be sustained? That she did have to go back and forget everything in order to fix things? That she had to die again. That everyone she knew now that she hadn't know before... had to be forgotten....
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Date: 2022-04-29 03:26 am (UTC)But she didn't want this Roxas to be upset or hurt either.
She... didn't know what to do. Her shoulders hunched in as she tried to think about it.
And which Roxas... was their Roxas? The one who was with them in Diatu but didn't remember her talking about Diatu? The Roxas who was here before and didn't remember Diatu and didn't remember her talking about it? This Roxas who clearly hadn't heard about any of this?
Or... was this Roxas the real one because... this her was the wrong her? Because she had been right that this her couldn't be sustained? That she did have to go back and forget everything in order to fix things? That she had to die again. That everyone she knew now that she hadn't know before... had to be forgotten....